Chapter 15
Two Further
Letters sent by Apraham Hoja
While Still in
Aintab
Letter Two
Dear ones in the
Lord,
The deity and
overall sovereignty of the Lord Jesus Christ has been my basic belief
for a long time. The very proof of it is the fulfillment of all his
words in my life. Now I live a life based on Galatians 2:20: “I have
been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ who
lives in me; and the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the
Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.” Being crucified
to the flesh and to the world I am now living on heavenly manna and
heavenly springs of water. The earthly bread and water are incidental.
Earthly things don’t represent great value to me. I now live solely by
faith in the Son of God. The truth emphasized by Jesus Christ has
become my reality: “He who believes in me, as the scripture has said,
‘Out of his heart shall flow rivers of living water’ ” (John 7:38).
Jesus did not speak about springs, but rivers.
I cannot make myself
very clear through a mere letter. Were I to write ten letters a day,
still it wouldn’t suffice to express my thoughts. I can truthfully
verify what the Apostle John wrote: “That which was from the
beginning, which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which
we have looked upon and touched with our hands, concerning the word of
life—the life was made manifest, and we saw it and testify to it, and
proclaim to you the eternal life which was with the Father and was made
manifest to us—“(I John 1:1, 2). Would to God I had a way to make
this Jesus known all over the world: very God and very man, the only
Savior and Redeemer, true and trustworthy friend for all people
everywhere, source of every blessing— material or spiritual. He who has
him has eternal life, but he who does not have the Son abides in death.
Have you ever heard
how majestic the walls of Babylon were? These were a particular
grandiose construction of the day. Six chariots could travel side by
side through the walls. No military might of the time could conquer
Babylon behind the protection of those walls. Nevertheless, God
manifested his absolute power, and in one night the city was conquered.
The amazing story and the tragic end of Babylon are recorded in the
fifth chapter of Daniel in the Old Testament. In the face of King
Belshazzar’s profanity and despising God, he was weighed and was found
to be wanting. In one night the city was conquered by the Persians and
the king of mighty Babylon was slain. Just as happened in this
extraordinary instance, suddenly and without any warning the prophecy
spoken by Jesus will be fulfilled: “I tell you, in that night there
will be two in one bed; one will be taken and the other left” (Luke
17:34). Then will begin the millennial reign of Christ. Following
Christ’s brilliant reign this old world will be destroyed. The
Holy City, the New Jerusalem, will descend from heaven by God’s mighty
power. The Lord Jesus Christ will be the universal king, with his
triumphant Church around him. This is why I am filled with joy—my cup
runs over.
If someone were to
ask me, “What is your most poignant and penetrating sorrow?” my reply
would be, “It is the lamentable ignorance and dullness of people
concerning the world-shaking and destiny-shaping events to come.
Everywhere church members, with a few exceptions — preachers, teachers,
even missionaries — are in pitiful oblivion. They are not aware of the
prevailing conditions, so go on with their lives assuming they are
genuine believers in Christ. This is a great tragedy. In the days of
our Lord Jesus Christ here on earth, how pitiful it was that the scribes
and Pharisees counted themselves righteous. On the other hand, they
were filled with wrath against the Son of God and sought to kill him:
‘Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like
whitewashed tombs, which outwardly appear beautiful, but within they are
full of dead men’s bones and all uncleanness’” (Matthew 23:27).
Similar to this, the
modern scribes and Pharisees dwell in darkness. They weigh themselves
with worldly balances and measure their importance with man’s
yardstick. What a pity! They will be weighed by the balance of the
Gospel, and the judgment with which Belshazzar was judged will be
applied to them (cf. Daniel 22:25). That was a just and
impartial balance. Those who follow in the steps of the Pharisees
consider themselves righteous because they have not committed any gross
transgression. On the other hand, they remain ignorant of Christ’s
command, “…those who worship him must worship in spirit and truth”
(John 4:24). Satan’s occupation is to deceive humans. He has so
blinded people of this century that few are aware of their plight. It
is clear that such people are living merely for self and for the
satisfaction of the flesh. They take great care of outward appearance
and physical cleanliness, like the scribes and the Pharisees, and then
deceive themselves that by so doing they serve God and please him. Is
there any great difference between them and the heathen? Does one’s
importance lie in the elegance of one’s dress? Is it cultured
conversation that puts one above the other? Is it higher education and
wider understanding of the sciences? Will all these and other numerous
practices profit the heart if it is not pure, if the person goes on
living in the pleasure and satisfaction of the flesh? Feed three times
a day on sumptuous meals, dress yourself with royal garb, live in an
ostentatious mansion, sleep between silk sheets and fine linen with the
latest embroidery. Have your servants all around to cook and wait on
you hand and foot, to take care of the children and train them. Have a
stable attendant to look after your fine horses, or a chauffer to drive
you around. How can one read the Gospel and involve himself in all
these? People who give themselves to this kind of living pass their
days as if the Gospel were never given, never heard and Jesus Christ
never descended to this world as the Way, the Truth and the Life.
Why was King
Belshazzar’s guilt so great as to bring God’s wrath upon him? He knew
very well that what he was doing was wrong. Our age and generation
knows much better than what King Belshazzar knew. The greatest wonder
and profoundest miracle, in my opinion, is that Jesus, the Word, “was
made flesh and dwelt among us”. He came in human body and as a man
revealed to man God’s deep secrets. I cry bitterly because men and
women do not hear God’s Word and heed it. “As it was in the days of
Noah…they eat, they drink, they marry and are given in marriage” (Luke
17:27a). Without hesitation, I bear witness that the people of this
generation are living as if they were without the light of the Gospel.
Many are struggling to live a moral life. They imagine that if they
make their living and manage their various affairs without injustice and
injury to their fellow-humans, they have achieved the highest form of
moral life on earth, the ultimate satisfaction and recognition of
worth. But they are wrong!
Apraham Levonian
~~ Aintab
Letter Three
My dearest brothers
in the Lord,
Greetings with
heartfelt love! I thank God with all my heart and soul for your
steadfast walk in faith and in his blessed hope. I can never express in
words my appreciation of your letters which assure me of your journey of
faith in truth. “No greater joy can I have than this, to hear that
my children follow the truth” (III John 4). Twenty-eight years ago
the truth expressed in this passage got hold of me and with this
stimulus I went to Malatya and Harput, including their surrounding towns
and villages. In every place I preached Jesus Christ. Twelve years ago
in the churches of Aintab I had arguments with Reverend M. G. Papazian
and missionary, Mr. Lee, concerning the same truth. I earnestly
contended with them that the trend in the churches was not encouraging.
The person who has the love of God in his heart cannot entertain love
for things that are in the world. “Do not love the world or the
things in the world. If any one loves the world, love for the Father is
not in him” (I John 2:15).
The love of God is
like a blazing furnace: anything and everything that belong to the world
or the carnal nature, is consumed to ashes in this furnace. When a
person loves his possessions, his wealth and his family more than he
loves God, his attitude betrays a lack of love for his Lord. St.
Augustine once exclaimed, “Oh, God, you are the supreme object of love;
he who loves you cannot love anything else.” I am thoroughly persuaded
that the one who loves God with his whole being and with all his
strength becomes incapable of loving any enticement. The mixture of
other attractions defiles and profanes the love of God, as sewage
breaking into a water main or conduit contaminates pure water. It makes
it unfit to drink or for any other use. Whenever the love of self, the
world, or the flesh breaks into the reservoir of God’s love, the purity
and dignity of God’s love is spoiled. “So because you are lukewarm,
and neither cold nor hot, I will spew you out of my mouth” (Revelation
3:16). You should always keep in mind, never putting it out of your
thoughts, that the profound and practical truth of this passage is a
commentary on the age in which we live. People have generally become
lovers of the world while claiming to love God. I suffer more at the
hands of worldly Christians than from unbelievers.
I am very glad that
in the long chapter of II Kings 17, God has recorded an event which
clearly sets forth the calamity awaiting those who keep pace with the
world while claiming to be Christians. I exhort each and every one to
carefully read this sad chapter. The warnings conveyed in this passage
have greater value to each one of us than silver and gold, or all the
pearls and diamonds in the world. In their own minds and hearts the
people of that age thought they feared God, but in God’s judgment they
were of a totally different disposition. “…they do according to the
former manner” (II Kings 17:34). I sadly remark that people of our
day are like the transplanted crowd of Samaria who invented a strange
mixture of religions.
Some members of
modern churches by a strange mixture of the world and Christianity,
think that they love Christ, but the truth of the matter is that they
don’t love him simply because two authorities cannot rule or reign
simultaneously in the same heart. The basic foundation upon which my
argument rests and my contention expressed is drawn from the words of
Jesus Christ at the Sermon on the Mount “No one can serve two
masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will
be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and
mammon” (Matthew 6:24). The emphasis on the words ‘you cannot’
should be taken into consideration. Jesus Christ did not say, ‘you
must not’, but ‘you cannot’. It ought to be clearly understood
that the lover of money cannot love God. “For the love of money is a
root of all evil…” (I Timothy 6:10a). God and evil: on one hand,
the love of the flesh or the world and on the other hand, love for God
cannot co-exist. For this reason many modern Christians are struggling
to make an impossible matter possible. In a little while Jesus will
come and address them with this castigation: “Depart from me, you
cursed, into the eternal fire prepared for the devil and his angels”
(Matthew 25:41).
Rejoice in the Lord,
and I wish to repeat it: Rejoice that God has made clear his exceedingly
great and valuable truth to each one of us. This is a most ominous
rebuke and warning. Believe it and you will live by it. Don’t be
disobedient to the heavenly vision. We are living in a most dangerous
age. Don’t be conformed to it or be influenced by it. Don’t be a
follower of it. Wherever you are, live like the monastics of the old
times. Let all men and women be aware that you are living for God and
not for this passing world. Let nothing in this world entice you. Act
as the Apostle Paul admonishes each Christian: “Be imitators of me,
as I am of Christ” (I Corinthians 11:1). Don’t give yourself to
eating and drinking. Don’t fashion yourself according to this world.
Let your deeds and your conduct as much as is possible within you be
meek. By your daily life prove that you are not in this world to
accumulate wealth. Realize that you are here to preach Jesus Christ,
fearlessly making him known to the world. If you save any money, let it
be solely for the purpose of spreading the Good News of Jesus Christ.
It doesn’t matter if people will believe you. Make up your mind that
you are not going to deviate one inch from the purpose Christ has set
before you. Let your calling become an example to everybody. If there
is any light, any brightness, anything that impresses, let it be on your
countenance. Let everybody know that you are servant of the most high
God. Like those three Hebrew boys in the first chapter of Daniel,
refuse to bow to the image of gold. Be content with little. I ask you
here, do not send me any money. Refuse all dishonesty that goes along
with the pursuance of making money. There are those who under pretence
of benevolence and good works make money dishonestly. God does not take
notice of such charitableness. He considers it vain. Let your
consuming passion and main purpose be to live for God.
Bear in mind the
straight commandment of our Lord Jesus Christ: “…you shall love the
Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all
your mind, and with all your strength” (Mark 12:30). If you love
your fellow men and women because you love God, this is the right and
acceptable attitude, both toward God and man. But if you love and help
your fellow-humans in order to be praised from some quarter, your deeds
are in vain. Remember the Old Testament admonition, “To obey is
better than sacrifice” (I Samuel 15:22b).
I have come to
understand that one of the most common sins of people everywhere is the
seeking of high regard from those around them. Don’t wish for the
praises and acclaim of humans. Flee from this temptation. Don’t ever
bow the knee before this subtle idol. Strive to be well-pleasing and
acceptable to your heavenly father. Let it be clearly understood that
God does not regard how much or how little we do. Contrariwise, he
regards the spirit which prompts our deeds: (cf. Luke 21:1-3). With
all my heart I wish to warn everyone to abstain from accumulating
money. If you talk about giving, God wants nothing more than that which
is within your ability to offer.
Let your foremost
work be to gather the heavenly manna. Never undertake a piece of work
without reading God’s word and without praying. Don’t go out after
material gain at the expense of your prayer and Bible-reading time.
Value the price of your spiritual life above rubies, in fact, above
everything else. Let everything else go by. If you can retain your
secular and material life without hurting the spiritual, it is well and
good. If not, always be prepared to sacrifice the material to the
spiritual. All these truths emphasized here may be your practice, but I
consider it necessary to remind you of them, always considering the
admonition in Hebrews 12:15-17. This edification is summarized in a
single phrase, “…that no ‘root of bitterness’ spring up and cause
trouble...” (15b). Fellow-believers and friends, conduct and govern
yourselves with absolute watchfulness. Always be wide awake. Realize
that behind all evil is our age-long subtle adversary, Satan. Take heed
lest he deceives you. With deep sorrow in my heart I am led to remind
us all that Satan is able to deceive some of the most esteemed
believers. If any of you is living close to the world and have been
contaminated by it, watch out. The pity and tragedy of it is that these
people are unaware of their condition and defilement.
Marriage is a holy
institution, but its abuse cannot be overlooked. Some couples while
identified with the faith, are at the same time seeking the ease and
comfort of this present world. They are not interested in hearing what
I am saying, but rather the dictates of their own desire. I love you
with all my heart and I would spare you. I beseech you to crucify self
and do not allow its natural bent and propensities to master you. As
much as lies in you, live far from the system of this world. “We know
that any one born of God does not sin, but He who was born of God keeps
him, and the evil one does not touch him. We know that we are of God,
and the whole world is in the power of the evil one. And we know that
the Son of God has come and has given us understanding, to know him who
is true; and we are in him who is true, and his Son Jesus Christ. This
is the true God and eternal life. Little children, keep yourselves from
idols” (I John 5:18-21).
Give my tender love
and sincere regards to all who know me and ask about me.
Apraham
Levonian
~~ Aintab